Take a moment...

婚姻这一堂课

2012-01-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

努力地在修婚姻这堂课, 但却越来越觉得有心无力。。我觉得好疲惫。。。越来越想念以往那没有约束,没有压力的生活。。。那不因了解而失望的日子 ,那随心所欲的从前。。。这两个人的道路我觉得好孤单, 以为很了解却更觉得陌生, 等待黎明却越见黑暗。。。何时才是天亮呢?

彷徨

2012-01-11T14:51:00.000+08:00

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满

我看著山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨...也还要去闯

The end of 2011; The beginning of 2012

2011-12-20T21:40:00.004+08:00

Finally it was my last working day in the current organisation. Had a farewell and said goodbye to everybody... nothing special until they gave me the big big hugs, i could feel my tears suddenly... the nonverbal language delivers more than words could describe. I will miss you all, those who have supported and encouraged me, those who have gone through the highs and lows together here. I really appreciate the nice people I have met...

Without having enough time to soak myself in all the memories I had with these colleagues, I am moving on with family gathering, wedding dinner during X'mas eve, X'mas dinner, Guangzhou trip, and the new job in the new year.

Wish 2012 will be a better year for everyone.
We smile, we cry, we feel, we learn, and we grow... to be a better person, in a better world...

那些年。。。

2011-11-29T11:48:00.005+08:00

难怪大家都疯狂爱上《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》。。。浪漫，感动，幽默，伤感，快乐的交集，都能在此剧感受得到。。。很好看的一部电影，九把刀真的好厉害。。。

因为电影的吸引力，我开始阅读《那些年》的小说版。一样够废！
柯腾和怪兽的对话那一段，简直令我喷饭！

摘自《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，第二章, 第三段：

“柯景腾，你最近常常跟沈佳仪讲话耶。”怪兽坐在树下，看着天空。
“嗯啊。”我翻着《少年快报》。
“这样不会很奇怪吗？她都跟你讲什么啊？”怪兽还是看着天空。
“什么都讲啊。”我皱起眉头，继续翻页。
“可是她成绩那么好，怎么有话跟你说啊？”怪兽看着天空，脖子都不会酸似的。
“怪兽。”我没有放下漫画，挖着鼻孔。
“冲虾？”怪兽被天空的浮云迷惑住。
“我是一个很特别的人。”我说，看着手指上的绿色鼻屎。
“真的假的？”怪兽呆呆地问。
“真的，有时候我特别到连我自己都害怕啊！”我将鼻屎粘在怪兽的蓝色书包上。

九把刀把刀一挥，你可以气孔流血 :p

颓废一下

2011-11-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

丢信之后，心情完全放松了。。。还有两个月就要离开这里，却没什么感觉，真的有点意外~
上一次辞职已经是两年前的事了，却还记忆犹新，心情非常沉重与不舍，怎么和这次有着天壤之别呢？是我成熟了？更明白“天下无不散之筵席”这道理，不再敢对所有事情放太多的感情，所以现在更容易抽离？

突然懒了下来，很想永远抽离，随心所欲，不负责任，不闻不问，发下狂~~ 这种心情真是可怕！已经要步入aunty阶级了，还有这种想法，我妈说的对，我真是“大不透“。。。我实在难以接受有一天自己会变aunty，这曾经离我很远，但却越来越近，好伤感，呜呜呜 :(

没有关系，就利用这两个月的时间，善待自己，宠坏自己，做我未完成的事~ 然后抽离，再重新出发！我颓废，但我更充实~

Comfort Zone

2011-10-18T14:51:00.003+08:00

Undeniable, i am in the comfort zone now... i do not wish to move and change... i think if i didn't get any other opportunities, i will stick to this company forever... as i have adapted to this kind of environment and lifestyle, it's really comfortable. But when i think twice, if i continue doing this, if i stay and don't choose to move on, i will still be the same after 10 years, of course the only difference will be i am no longer young and energetic :p if i've got a chance to leave and move forward and i abandon it, i think i will regret... so to force myself to move on and to achieve higher, i have decided to leave... it's really a hard decision to make... i've got all the nice colleagues here, i've enjoyed the flexibility so much, i've been so comfortable...

Looking at my other friend, who has been working in the same company for almost 5 years after he graduated, i really admire his persistence... i was thinking how can he bear with it so long... why i can't do that... why i always pursue changes...?? if this is a good thing for me? i doubt it but i wanna try :p

when i still have little value, i won't stop myself to go further, but i truly understand there will be a point where i won't or not able to move on further and have to stick to the status quo constantly. that is life~

选择 . 命运

2011-08-23T11:27:00.006+08:00

这世界上真的有命运的安排？很多事情都是冥冥中注定了的吗? 很多人说命运其实是掌握在自己的手中，但很多时候，有很多事情都由不得我们自己去选择。。。太多外在的因素令我们屈服，向现实低头，让自己不得不“认命”。。。

你人生的际遇是怎样的？还算不错么？想想你现在拥有的，是你想要的吗？可能你自己都不知道你其实像要些什么。。。所以跟着感觉走，跟着别人的步伐走，跟着时代的变迁走，然后造就今天的你和你的所有。。。你有遗憾，但你知道你不能够再做些什么去改变，你只能接受，学习珍惜一切，以免再有遗憾。。。

以前我会很积极的去“选择”我要得一切，我的事业，爱情，朋友，和生活。。。但人长得越大就越发现很多事情已经不能再被选择，而只能承受以前选择造就的后果。。。今天是过去所有选择的结果，如果我要改变，我可得改变过去，无奈这是不可能的。。。所以我只能继续沿着这条我已选择过开拓的路走下去。。。我已没时间和青春去重新“尝试”再“尝试”，我已没资本再掌握我的命运。。。我能做的就是更加珍惜我所有的，我所爱的，我所选择的。

Full house~~~

2011-08-12T21:52:00.003+08:00

Doing renovation for my dream house... hopefully it will be better than what i expect... Although it has increased my burden, i think it's worth it to get a warm sweet home in future, isn't it? i just need a place, actually a better space, to relax my mind after a busy day. is this one of the "must" thing we human should pursue in our life? i have no idea... i hope this investment is a wise choice...

八月.Duo

2011-08-09T15:20:00.006+08:00

终于等到eason的巡回演唱会，听到和CD没什么差别的声音，但包含更多的感情和投入，令我意犹未尽。。。
特别是当他唱“沙龙”那幕，配合精心制作的slideshow, 让我整身发烫，好震撼... 我会是他永远的粉丝~~~

看见eason，就想起他了...
他们真的很相似... 一样才华横溢，幽默有实力...
曾经告诉他，他的头发和eason很像;其实他的人，他的声音也很像...
曾经告诉他，我很喜欢eason唱的歌;细心的他总会分享他的好歌好曲...
怀念那单纯的交流，那音乐的分享，那音律的共鸣...
我也是他永远的粉丝~

好久不见
经典的偶遇已不再
默默祝福他，捉紧生命浓度
幸福.快乐

怀念.你

2011-07-16T16:04:00.004+08:00

久违的燕姿再次带给我温暖。。。陪我一起怀念...

当冬夜渐暖当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单

当冬夜渐暖当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案

当冬夜渐暖当青春也都烟消云散
当美丽的故事都有遗憾
那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢

重要的是我们如何爱过那一段

I AM STRESSED!!!

2011-05-27T17:03:00.002+08:00

It's not that i wanna look down on you, it's not that i wanna keep mumbling, criticising, and reminding... but you are reali not efficient and independent!! how many times i have to remind u about something, about anything, about everything?? i need a person to share my burden, not just happiness.. i need a person who can lend me his shoulder when i need that but not just smile at me and promise something but no efficiency and instant outcome shown.. things are waiting and it just depends on us how to manage the awaited problems and settle them. i can't bear with ur attitude.. lacking sense of urgency... i reali can't take it!! and now u reali prove to me that u are reali incapable of handling important responsibilities or even chores!! can't u try to improve and try to prove to me that u are actually much capable than i "think"??? I AM STRESSED and i realize it's becoz i have too much to take care of, including ur problemsssssss...... is my expectation too high?? or becoz u have so many persons (including me) to help u all the time until u can't put priorities on important tasks and become incapable???

i am giving up. it's not worth it for me to take so much responsibilities, it's time to let the problems rise and u settle it.. it's time for u to learn ur own lesson. i am telling myself don't bother!!! f

Signs of Aging...

2011-04-26T11:48:00.002+08:00

I dunno what had happened!! I was shocked about myself!! how can i be so blurred and absent-minded recently?!!

Went to petrol station to refuel few days ago, left the station without closing the fuel hole with the petrol cap and didn't realize the cover was open until i have been to so many places and reached home at night...
Went for a tea after an afternoon class, totally forgot that i had another class at that time... realized only when somebody familiar passed by and informed...
Should have attended scheduled meeting but totally not aware of the it until somebody informed...

Are these signs of aging?? am so scared of these symptoms... feeling very sick and stressed recently... headache, dizzy, no energy... what should i do... i need some relaxation, yeah, relax... please, relax urself...

Cumbersome procedures in buying property

2011-03-09T15:27:00.003+08:00

it's a busy month to settle application for housing loan... it's really a tenious process which has dragged me into exhaustion. haiz... it has been 3 weeks and next week will be the last week to prepare s&p. Just wanna share with those who are going to purchase your first house in the near future some tips of going through the process more efficiently: 1. Get the number of mortgage salesperson and ask them to check value of the property by giving them the details of the house (i.e. address, land size, built up, reno cost, other facilities or equipment such as auto gate, alarm or cctv, ect). You must call the different banks to check the value coz they will quote different values for the same property. If they can not give you the value that you want, send the photos of the house to them to ask for higher value. 2. Upon checking the value and and confirm it's the value that you can afford if the bank give you 90% of the loan amount, submit the documents which include your IC, payslip, bank statement (salary credited), epf or ea form to the agent. 3. Discuss with the agent if MRTA/MLTA (insurance for the property), valuation, and loan agreement to be financed into your loan amount. 4. The loan should be approved after 3 days if they act fast. Upon receiving the letter of offer, you can start preparing S&P with your lawyer. If money is not your concern, you can do the S&P even before the bank approves your loan. 5. Once the lawyer has prepared the S&P, you can sign and wait for 2-3 months for them to process the house undertaking. After sending my housing loan application to so many banks, I found a common weakness of them, i.e. slow, inefficient, and not responsive. We have to call and call repeatedly to chase them to process the application and know the status. I think the manpower in this industry is obviously lacking. Hope to get the key soon~~~

we're disconnected; we're connected

2011-02-12T22:07:00.007+08:00

......
since when
we are disconnected

it's forgotten or merely disconnected?

used to get into see your status everyday
check your profile every time to know if you are happy
read the comments to see if you are alright

the status are not related to me
yet the status are related to me
it's actually an irrelevant space
but because there are you and me
it makes me feel that im relevant

miss that space
because of you
and then
merely missing you
disconnectedly

~ the fact of connected virtually and disconnected physically

Go green... Have u?

2011-01-27T00:36:00.005+08:00

Everything is going green... this is the future and this is the only way to help us sustain longer in the earth. But how can we actually go green?

We are advised to save energy, save water, consume less gas, skip bottled water, recycle electronic gadgets, eat "green", etc. We have to start practising it. Yeah, start! I've been telling myself soooo many times to start. But being the "survivor" in today's world where electronic gadgets and devices such as laptops and mobile phones become indispansable to our life, going green is not an easy task.

Attended one green forum which discussing the issue of "go green in ict". CEOs from few large telecommunication organisations giving examples on how they try to contribute in this green issue. They all claimed they are concerned with the green issues and have devoted effort in saving energy by practising teleconferencing and developing green technology.

I was wondering how could they persuade the world to go green while these large organisations keep creating and coming out with new gadgets in a speed where consumers have to throw their existing gadget and buy a new one to keep themselves up-to-date? They are commonly having eco-responsibility goal but since when is this goal getting their attention? it's when the climate change happens and people starts talking about saving our environment. Hence organisations who have participated in any green campaign will build a better reputation for the company and they will be deemed as socially responsible. But in fact how many of these companies really aim to go green? and how many of them are practising the so-called green technology? I doubt that...

Anyway, being part of the world, we must try to be a green consumer so that we and our earth could survive longer. So, ganbateh~

天秤女

2011-01-21T00:59:00.002+08:00

年轻时在酒吧打碟混生活，热爱逛街扫货，但对生活保持着理智的激情。生活细节上有些小乱，但是生活理念很坚定。有点小纯真，不介意别人的看法。
很自我一人，追求自己美和他人美（就是超迷帅锅），喜欢的事情绝对会放手去做，思想不受各种形式的羁绊。爱憎分明，嘴不留情（但会保持客观）。对人好不求回报。生活态度顺其自燃，知道自己的弱点在哪里，但改正很难。看得开。有颓废消极的一面，存在于自己的心境小天地里。
宽容，乐观，看她傻傻的某天就一套理论说出来让你心惊，没想到她全都明白只是不说出来。犹豫，凡事不会堵死自己的路子，都会留条后路。
时而天真时而老成，对男人的眼神顾盼流连很吸引人，让人捉摸不透但又觉得她很透明。活得自我但不自私。

小结：觉得天平女大都很明事理，有时也会揣着明白装糊涂，保证了自己的心与别人之间有一段安全距离。对于感情不会强求，但爱了就会非常认真，有一些精神洁癖。任何话都不太会说死，但一旦说死了就很倔强很难回头。她们的生活态度是值得学习的，有取有舍有收有放，还有一份明白后的淡然。

Adapted from: 劉開心"45度的天空、有你的笑容"

i'm not that perfect and capable

2011-01-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really hope that im not the the only one in the house that can be relied on. it causes too much hassle for me... yeah i'm the eldest and as dad left the country since i was young i told myself i have to be independent to take care of the family. i have to learn a lot of new things where people normally try in later age. i have been trained and forced to become somebody who is capable and reliable so that i can help the family to overcome and fix a lot of problems. i felt helpless few times and i tried to seek help from others but i found out only myself could help myself. this is the reality. yeah, i've been trained to be an independent person in this kind of context but i am getting sick of it. now dad's back with us, sis is no longer the kid knows nothing and she is an adult already. why can't you just assign some responsibilities to her instead of relying me solely in completing all the tasks. why you always like to push me til the limit where many times i couldn't take it. why you never try to put yourself in my shoes and try to understand how much frustration i have gone through to do one single task. why can't you just be considerate when i need some help and care...

sometimes i need help also. i'm not as perfect as you think, i'm actually not as capable as you think. i'm just someone who sometimes need to depend on another person.

激情 vs 平淡

2011-01-17T22:21:00.006+08:00

暧昧的本质是激情，而爱情的本质是平淡
因为这种激情，你会渴望一种安全感，希望这个人最后好好疼爱自己。
因为这种平淡，当那个人好好疼爱你的时候，你却叹息花火不再，希望偏执地退隐。

无论是激情或平淡，丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……

男人的魅力

2011-01-13T15:45:00.004+08:00

对年轻的她们来说，帅气，阳光型，和俊美的男生都很有魅力。那时男人的魅力仅仅是男人的长相，但有一天，帅气靓丽的容颜会随着青春慢慢老去。

对刚踏入社会的她们来说，有才干和有冲劲的男人更有魅力，因为奋斗中的男人最有吸引力。但一旦男人太专注事业而忽略她，她不会再感受到这股魅力的所在。

对逐渐成熟的她们来说，有才华和智慧，成熟稳重的男人是最有魅力的。这种魅力在于他们有没有能力给于她们下半生的幸福，但这需要时间来观察。。。

我想男人的魅力既不是靠帅气的外表，也不是靠显赫的财富来体现。无论什么年纪，男人的魅力应该体现在个性和能力上，在于他能不能以及会不会全心全意的爱护你，在于他会花多少心思去让你快乐吧...

Persistence

2011-01-09T23:00:00.004+08:00

I hate myself of not being persistent... why can't i just be patient and wait for a longer time, why am i so easy to give up... they said persistence could help you achieve your dream. but when you start losing your passion and found it's hard to find the excitement from something anymore, where's the motivation to keep you doing it and staying with it? i puzzled. can i be given more strength and patience to make my dreams come true?? i like changes and thus there are many things i'd never completed thoroughly. i hate to repeat the same thing again and again and i like fresh ideas, solutions, activities, and way of living. Yeah i knew the rule of fitting in ourselves into the pre-scheduled path on time, but the more im aware of it, the more i act the opposite. I dunno why but i hope i will be more patient and realistic sometimes. anyway, i can't promise i'd change my mind next second... so lame...

经典英文爱情对白

2011-01-07T01:35:00.004+08:00

在面子书( 非主流 )看到一页写了些英文爱情对白，在这里和大家分享以下:

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

会开始选择，就是不喜欢自己的生活。

2011-01-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

(White, 2011)

heart and soul

2011-01-05T16:45:00.009+08:00

A glance taken your attention;
A day taken your feeling;
A month taken your heart;
Apart taken your soul...
(Chum, 2010)

my most unforgettable moment in 2010

2010-12-31T20:58:00.006+08:00

I realized my car kena saman just after ROM. i was pissed off!
I bumped into him in May. I was surprised and couldn’t be calm...
I got so mad at the email and i sent out the nasty reply to fight for myself. i was so satisfied!
I gave the wrong answer 3 times on stage in front of the public. i was so down...
I saw the largest crap in my life. i was shocked!
I was brought to the rooftop and the table was booked. i was impressed~
I saw a big smiling face on the beach after I lost my pendrive. i was so touched~
I received a big durian cheesecake in the car and I couldn’t stop eating it. i was so happy~
I saw him sitting in the car and puke non-stop. i was disappointed...
I was joking and he lost his temper and stopped talking to me in the trip. i was innocent...

31/12/2010

2010-12-31T15:33:00.003+08:00

回头看看，我这一年过得好像很充实，但又好像缺少了什么的。
对工作熟悉了，但热诚又减少了。
对感情作出交代了，心底却又空洞了。
对未来有个谱了，对自己却没太大的信心。

2011 年会是我人生的另一个转捩点？我还是没有准备好。。。
喜欢现在的生活方式，不想改变。
我还有一些梦想，却发现在这些梦想还来不及实现时就要放弃去踏入人生的另一个阶段。不想面对这种遗憾的感觉。。。人家说桥到船头自然直，真的会吗？

知足常乐？能安慰自己的人比较容易快乐。。。

无论如何， 2010年是一个值得回味的岁月。
珍惜所有的日子，祝大家有一个美好的2011 ：）

X'mas in Singapore

2010-12-30T00:07:00.014+08:00

Spent few days in Singapore before Christmas with jiji, janice, yen, and fei...

Saw some nice X'mas trees but the deco for this year is not as good as few years ago.

Came to the esplanade again, but this time was in the evening. it really looks like durian.

Met skuan them in Clarke Quay. it was the place for drinking and clubbing. Feel good to see the lights from the building projected on the river.

Our best part in s'pore was the visit to Universal Studio. so excited with everything here...

i'm a coward pig who dare not ride on any roller coster since high school, especially this one -won't ever try in my life.

We watched few performances in universal studio, and this was the most impressive one - waterworld. thumbs up!!

Came to Shrek's souvenior shop but couldn't find anything worth to buy :p

i will visit the studio again, hope next time will be in hollywood :0

体谅

2010-12-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

我们都知道，要别人体谅我们,首先我们要学会体谅别人.. 所谓的体谅，其实就是站在对方的角度看问题。

年少的时候，我们都比较任性，不顾别人的感受为所欲为。想要什么就吵着闹着要，也没顾及当时状况和其他人的感受。长大之后，发现每个人都有不同的性格和想法，所以意见不和是人之常情的。要化解分歧，就要学习如何站在对方的角度看问题。将心比心是体谅别人的第一准则。

道理我们都明白，但有多少人学会真正体谅别人呢？我想，站在对方的角度看问题之余，别忘了叫对方也站在你的角度看问题，双方一起学习体谅，那会更有效地化解分歧吧；）

"girls" just wanna have fun

2010-12-02T17:28:00.004+08:00

芬 . 慧 . 珊

:D

Frustrated...

2010-11-25T15:24:00.003+08:00

what will you do when you are frustrated? what is the best thing to do now?
damn frustrated after this class which composed of more than 90% foreigners...
i was disgusted by their arrogance and ignorance... i can't take this "don't-care" attitude when i was so passionate in giving input to them... why can't they appreciate our effort and try to improve themselves?? why they are willing to waste so much money here just to "sit in" and do nothing?? what kind of milennials is this and where is their future?? i'm worried, i'm disappointed, i'm frustrated!!!

yeah the new generation is possessive, they have everything, their parents' love, money, support, and pampering! they're spoilt and dun know how to appreciate things. compared to the earlier generation, they are materialistics, superficial and not diligent + ambitious. They even dunno how to respect people as they are self-centered. i feel sad for this, i feel helpless for their family.

Playing online games, listening to musics and browsing through facebook all day long are the only purpose to live for them... they are living virtually instead of physically.. yeah they are here but their mind and soul are online.. so how can you "interact" or "connect" with them? let's disappear in this physical world and we all meet online and interact virtually! it's much easier and they will be delighted? am i correct? so why spend so much money for education? stay at home for e-learning and join the social network or online game community to learn!

im sad... im sad for you...

Rainy day

2010-11-23T16:28:00.008+08:00

the first time i stood in front of the window in the class at upper level in a rainy day. The scene from here was breathtaking; the trees looked green, the birds rushing to their nests, the sound of falling water droplets was pleasing to the ears.

i could feel the gentleness of the wind, the cold of the raindrops, and the warmth inside the room...

the rain finally stopped... the sky cleared up with a ray of sunshine shone. everything looked fresh now.

the students started walking from the building to their cars and other building. i'm sure it's refreshing to go out in the cool air, but it's time to continue the class...

神木與瞳

2010-11-22T00:30:00.005+08:00

Went to Kajang's New Era college to watch 神木與瞳... have watched their performance once in an open concert two years ago and was impressed with their performance.

This time, again, their strong vocals and awesome voices in rockish style were impressive.

Something funny was that we found out the few of us were the eldest audience in the crowd. the rest were all college students who crazily yelled and moved... they're soooo energetic and we're soooo dull... haiz, time flies.

Anyway, we had have a good time... longing for their own concert in Malaysia.

Night view @ Kajang

2010-11-15T12:36:00.004+08:00

Regine said there is a new place for our yum cha session... and this is the cafe where we can view the beautiful night scenery. It's located in Kajang, nearby New Era College.

the 21st century cafe...
actually it's a western restaurant, open til midnite...

the front view of the cafe

side view...

the night view in kajang - klcc and genting are in this scene (sorry it's too tiny)

it's an ideal place to chill out ~

你不在

2010-11-14T17:01:00.003+08:00

你不在。。。当我最需要爱，你却不在。。。
我受了伤再偷偷好起来。。。

太空漫游

2010-11-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

there is no certain path in life, things can change in jz second...
no sustainability, no immortality
so be what you want to be, create your own odyssey~

Bleeding Day...

2010-11-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

经过半个小时的折磨，我的智慧牙终于被拔出来了。。。、我不知道流了多少的血，但我肯定是很多很多。。。、躺在那半小时，任人鱼肉，这经历实在是太可怕了，令人不堪回首。。。
麻醉药消失后，更是痛不欲生，无力。。。都是智慧牙惹的祸！！！

这应该叫“蠢猪牙“的智慧牙一共有四个脚，深深地埋在牙肉里，如果不把牙肉切开，是没办法把它取出的。。。把牙肉切开了，当然又要把伤口缝好，真是又复杂又累人的程序。。。

Phobia... 我真的不想再被牙痛折磨了，千万不要再有下次 -.-""" please... god bless me...

痛…

2010-11-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

头痛, 肚子痛, 牙痛, 你觉得哪一样最痛? 如果你可以选择, 你宁愿要哪一种痛?

要你这样选择是不是更痛?

头痛和肚子痛都是我的常客, 所以还算撑得住… 偏偏我最怕的牙痛, 竟然又找上我! 好惨啊! 只不过是吃了一些葡萄干和巧克力蛋糕，它就开始痛了。。。这种痛，痛到连头都痛。。。好痛苦! 这种沿着神经线拉到脑袋的痛, 是最可怕的…

希望天亮以后, 这痛楚会减轻… 劝导大家不要贪吃甜食, 好好照顾牙齿, 因为牙痛只有两条路可以走: 拔牙 / 补牙, 两者都是消费高和挺折磨的解决方案 :s 无奈

Milk Tea + Beer

2010-11-10T00:48:00.004+08:00

it's a weird combination... and the outcome = insomnia.
helpless...

the caffeine from milk tea has restored my unwanted alertness at night while gas from beer has upset my stomach... why these substances stimulate me at this moment??

just like those people and things that i don't want to deal with but suddenly they're seeking my attention and force me to face it and overcome it unwillingly??

give me a real moment to sleep, a real moment of being unaware, a real moment of ignorance.....

你快乐，所以我快乐...

2010-10-25T23:39:00.008+08:00

when i was 15, this statement for me meant: when you laugh, i will laugh (as we are happy)...

when i was 20, this statement meant when i know you are happy, i will be happy; we are together and i can "feel" your mood.

and now, i realised it can be even different... the statement means: when you are happy, i am happy too, even we are no longer together, or even we are no longer friends, but when i know you are happy, i will feel happy, and i am happy for you...

time has made us become wiser and better in terms of thinking and transforming...

we mature a lot while we experience different problems, hardship, and stages in life...
we learn not to escape from reality when there are difficulties and imperfection;
we learn how to adapt to changes in life when that is a must;
we learn to care about other's feeling and be happy when somebody else is...

you are happy and thus i am happy too...

忘掉砌过的沙

2010-10-19T17:39:00.003+08:00

回忆的堡垒　刹那已倒下
面对这浮起的荒土　你注定学会潇洒
阶砖不会拒绝磨蚀　窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就会一生一世吗　又再婉惜有用吗

请放下手里那锁匙, 好吗

落日余晖

2010-10-16T13:07:00.008+08:00

There is something easy to feel but hard to tell...

it's time...

2010-10-12T22:37:00.007+08:00

Defeated by bacteria again... slept all day long... felt dizzy, extremely cold, couldn't get up... this feeling was horrible...

Without enough rest, my body has become weaker... easily fall sick and feel tired... And only when you are sick until you can't do anything, you will realize how important a healthy body is to u; this is the time you totally agree that health is wealth... u'd regret that u didn't take good care of yourself until the immune system's damaged.

only when something disappears, you will start realizing its existence, its importance, and its effect on you... you will start thinking of it, start missing it, and start regretting not showing appreciation for it...

i hate this feeling... it's time...

it's time to change my lifestyle ; it's time to get out of the bad habits...

it's time......

Mission impossible??

2010-09-29T22:19:00.004+08:00

it has been few years i have never done translation... and this time, i have to translate more than 50 questions from english to chinese... this job sucks!!

i'm shocked when i realize i couldn't even translate a simple sentence from english to my mother tongue... how sad... i am frustrated... i could only finish 5 questions so far... what a tedious and difficult mission for me??

6 years ago when i was a part time editor in a publishing company, i could finish this much of translation in within an hour. But now i even can not finish 5 short sentences in an hour... omg... this has become a mission impossible for me ~~~ what a shame...

will i make it? hopeless :s

but i will try~~~

悔

2010-09-26T03:47:00.011+08:00

傻瓜相信罗密欧与朱丽叶的故事，天真地以为明天以后会爱不疚。其实只是他想太多。。。像只蛮牛般期待着彩虹的出现，殊不知世界只有黑白。。。
听海的时候，眼睛像碰到洋葱的气味般，红了，湿了。默默地消化和接受下雨天的感觉，好灰，好冷。。傻瓜尝试安慰自己，世界上有100种生活，只要能知足，就会1234567天都比较快乐。

是不是说没有做完的梦最痛？
傻瓜告诉自己：迷路的后果我能承受... 忘掉种过的花，重新的出发，放弃理想吧
Life goes on…
偶尔傻瓜依然沉淀在那回忆里，怀缅那种感觉，甜甜的，苦苦的。
始終无法合唱，但这已是他记忆中最遗憾的美丽。。。

strict + detailed marking...

2010-09-20T22:27:00.004+08:00

-.-"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

con+dom . cum

2010-09-14T17:44:00.007+08:00

Ex-colleague has delivered a baby and thus I planned to buy a bottle of DOM for her. Surprisingly, this plan has been misunderstood by one of my “smart” and handsome friend :p We were in conversation over msn and he was asking what I wanna buy from Jusco Cheras Selatan.I told him im going to buy con+dom+mooncake… He was surprised why I have to buy con+dom by myself… I was speechless (im actually wanna buy contact lenses and DOM).
Another case is when my another ex-colleague asked if he could come in to my room to check some client’s information and I typed “cum”… He was shocked that I was so rude and “dirty”… I was so naïve and only after he explained to me about the “real” meaning of this word, I stop using it. He also advised me don’t use the word again, especially with men :p

So beware of what you type and how the message will be decoded by the receiver in a communication process. Be a smart sender ;)

Kuantan's Beaches #2

2010-09-07T22:24:00.012+08:00

Been to Kuantan again, this time is not with family but few macho friends (blek...). i got a shock when reached the same beach i've just been last July -> teluk chempedak. The water is crystal clear and the nice tone of the sea is totally different from what i have seen last year!! amazing!!

You can compare the photos below with my previous posting "Kuantan's Beaches" and spot the differences.

Teluk Chempedak

another prodigy

small crab's hole

Sunrise @ Cherating Beach

Eat the same food again, chillies prawn + baked crap again, but in the famous restaurant - Pak Su.

Luckily got a chance to take this shot when we just reached our resort, Duta village.

could u see the star accompanying the moon? :p

Stay alert pls!

2010-09-02T00:03:00.007+08:00

i lost something again... this time is a pendrive... all my past efforts, my data, my valuable memories are gone... i can not accept it and until now i still can't figure out how it happened. How can it disappear in such a restricted area???

i received a new pendrive today and it's a cute ninja... i'm wondering how long can i keep it?? just like everytime i buy a new handphone i'd ask myself how long the hp can be with me?? i have such a "big prawn head" and have lost so many hp until i dare not buy a better one...

i think the situation is getting worse as im getting older. The mind can not always function properly and the sleep of mind can happen anytime. so what is the solution?? Stay alert!! yes, please stay alert aunty soon!!!

渺小

2010-08-30T10:52:00.007+08:00

自大的人类总是把自己放的太大，
所以变得自私，贪婪，甚至无情。。。
愚昧的人类没发现，其实在大地里，他/她是多么地渺小；
就像一颗沙石，风一吹就会散。。。

把自己缩小，把别人放大，把爱与温暖传送给需要的人，
世界会变得更美好 :)

声音 vs 唱歌

2010-08-23T21:55:00.008+08:00

周末唱卡时点唱了以前常点唱的 "Through the rain", chorus部分唱到差点断气，整只牛差点就被拉上树去了... frustrated！以前唱这歌都不会有问题，高音部分都得心应手，真假音都行。可是现在却不能了，要用假音，还假得很牵强...

自从换了工作后，经常需要提高声量说个不停，声音变得越来越沙哑了。也随着年纪的增长，声音的幅度和高音度也逐渐下降。不能用真音来唱高音，感觉好失败... 唉...要怎样才能保护我们的嗓子呢...

想起那经常用学生价唱足九个小时K但还嫌少的日子，觉得我们好厉害... 怀念那中气十足，中英巫日语歌曲都掌握自如的岁月，年轻真的是本钱啊...

Shit U!!!

2010-08-13T16:36:00.004+08:00

I was really frustrated with the stupid devil... no mood at all to step into the space... have to face his shitty face, what a torture................................

I don't want to fight with a person who has no brain to think of what is he doing. it's over the limit to my patience, it's time for me to stand for my right and what i deserve, and it's time to stop all this shit!!!

I hope fairness with derive soon and i reali need support to win the war...

If i have a chance i will shout at him: bully, shit u!!!!!!!!!

Nite @ Giza Mall

2010-08-09T14:31:00.008+08:00

Been here during weekend, it's quite happening at nite... these are the restaurants, bars, and cafes you can find here...

It's a heaven for beer+food lovers...

time.less

2010-08-06T11:57:00.008+08:00

starting another new class today and surprisingly, most of them are my ex-students... couldn't remember their names but happy to see them again. my last lecture with them was about 11 months ago, when i first joined the company... omg, it's almost one year i have been in this company... time flies without u realizing it... it's scary...

almost one year i have been escaping... why i still can't forget something i wanted to forget one year ago... how come something still embedded deeply in my heart and why i still can be emotionally drained with it?

can i make everyday longer? can i make everyday more meaningful?

i hope time can stop for a moment for us to digest what we have been through and ponder if it's the way we wanted it to be...

Planned trip 2

2010-08-04T17:24:00.005+08:00

i went through my old posting with the same title - Planned trip... and this year, am going to bali again but have to face another issue :(

yesterday read this from newspaper -"Rabies Epidemic Poses Threats To Bali" and several countries including the United States and Australia have issued travel warnings advising vacationers to consider getting pre-exposure rabies vaccinations before arriving and to avoid contact with dogs while in Bali. 200,000 dogs have been killed because of this rabies outbreak... adui... such a worrying state -.-"""""

ku ni mmg yong sui lah, setiap kali nak gi bali mesti gelisah dgn inilah itulah... tak pasti nak ambik tu anti-rabies vaccine ke, tapi ku harap nothing will happen to us lah... God bless us...!!

陀飛輪 (考試版)

2010-08-02T21:00:00.006+08:00

would like to share this song in conjuction with eason's birthday this year... 270710
a funny version to remember...

This is meaningful to many students...

While the adult version (original version) meant a lot to me...

劳力是无止境
活著多好不需要靠物证
也不以高薪高职高级品搏尊敬
就算搏到伯爵那地位和萧邦的隽永
卖了任性日拼夜拼忘掉了为甚麼高兴

曾付出几多心跳
来换取一堆堆的发票
人值得命中减少几秒多买一只表
秒速捉得紧了
而皮肤竟偷偷松了
为何用到尽了至知哪样紧要

还剩低几多心跳
人面胀水晶表面对照
连自己亦都分析不了得到多与少
也许真的疯了
那个倒影多麼可笑
灵魂若变卖了上链也没心跳

*p/s - 人生；不在于你拥有多少，而是你珍惜多少。。。

It's so embarrassing...

2010-07-30T00:14:00.010+08:00

I was crossing the road to go for class in the morning and suddenly two motorcylists passed by and yelled at me "ah moi! ah moi!"... it's too loud until other pedestrians turned and looked at me... i dunno who are they and i dunno how to react in that situation... it's so embarrassing...

In the afternoon i went in to my class and started setting up the laptop and projecter without realizing the electical wire was in front of my foot. i tripped over the wire and almost fell down in front of 50 of them... it's so embarrassing...

At night, i went kajang satay with friends and made an order for 10 chicken satays. i told the fella i wanted 10 daging... then the beef satays arrived and i just realized daging = lembu but not ayam... coz in my mind i just remember the phrase "daging ayam" so i thought daging can be ayam also... i took the 10 beef satays to that fella and requested him to change to ayam for me by explaining to them i misunderstood daging = ayam... it's so embarrassing..

i dunno what's wrong with me today...
it's so embarrassing...

Are you in good faith?

2010-07-25T19:13:00.008+08:00

have you ever met someone who always like to take advantage of others? if you realize this kind of person is around you, you must be cautious of becoming close to them. it will burden yourself with their problems and even push yourself into deep shit...

i dunno why after almost half year i've been working with one of my colleagues, i still hold an unfavourable impression on her. this is not bias but base on my observation, i notice that she'd only get close to those people who can provide her some benefits in return.

if you are in good faith, you won't try to be close to somebody because of some advantages and if you are an earnest person, you will feel guilty if you've troubled somebody.

if everyone in this world can try to treat other sincerely without ulterior motives, it will definitely be a better world... but this might be just a dream :s

A day in Morib + Malacca...

2010-07-23T16:13:00.006+08:00

this time dad suggested to go morib for one day trip as my sister and I have never been there before.

passed by dong chan si and thus took some photos here...

After one hour, we reached one of the beaches in morib.

Heading to malacca and by the time we reached, it's already nite time...

the worst part was all hotels and resorts were fully booked in malacca... after one hour we're searching around for accomodation, we finally found a room in hotel seri malaysia... such a thrilling adventure...

Reddish

2010-07-22T18:44:00.010+08:00

a reddish photo which warm my heart

thanks jonathan ;)

等待。。。

2010-07-20T17:38:00.010+08:00

因为没有耐心再等下去，所以决定要离开。但兜兜转转，最后我们还是在一起。。。

我相信这是缘份，所以我毅然面对我知道必须经历的难关。。。

现在，我还是在等。。。我不知道我可以忍耐多久，我不想接受这样的现实。。。我想我的耐心是有限的。。。

为什么每次都要等。。。虽然我明白这是奋斗期，我们都该把重心放在事业上，男人创业，为事业拼搏，就更值得赞赏，但明白是一回事，能不能够接受却是另一回事。。。

不能接受漫长的等待，不能接受有你等于没有你的日子。。。

我的耐心快用完了，改变什么时候会到来呢？

Arcadia

2010-07-16T00:53:00.021+08:00

A visit to arcadia... try with my first "better" shooting here...

The garden view

sunset

cute turtle: "i must eat enough for today"

"too full after the great meal, difficult to crawl back to my home -.-"""

shadow at night

more shadows figthing...

swimming pool's shadow

fire's on, food is coming...

nice BBQ's output...
烧鸡翅

viski choc... yummy yummy

following with liquor after meal, what a best combination...

......

Have a wonderful day in an arcadia, i will miss u ;)

I hate him! I SAY I HATE HIM!

2010-07-08T16:46:00.005+08:00

My day was spoilt by this kind of stupid email again... again and again, when will this stop???
it's very tiring... i choose to ignore it, and totally ignore him! From my heart i hate him, truly...
why he always wanna create problem to me? why he can't sit properly, concentrate on his job instead of picking things on others... he is not the boss, he is not my superior but why i have to explain this kind of shit to him??? i choose to ignore it and him totally this time. let's see what will happen, let's see who will act as an idiot in front of everyone and let's see if he can do whatever he likes and wants. I hate to deal with him, i hate to deal with a person who mixes up personal issues with work. He is absolutely NOT professional, he even can't work properly and objectively. Why at this age he is still can be that immature?? why he doesn't direct his effort to build his career but devastating others... why why why?? why i met him and why i allowed him to join my group and suffer all this??? y am i so stupid and y am i so naive???

Despite all the stresses, i tell myself to be tough even i have to deal with this kind of shit... but i'm exhausted... i'm not that strong, i can be easily defeated, i dunno what to do, i have no energy to fight... i could only ignore. IGNORE HIM!

Struggling...

2010-07-07T00:49:00.005+08:00

i know it's time to move into another stage for this relationship, but i'm struggling...

i'm not psychologically prepared, i feel like i still have so many things to do and achieve for myself...
i'm spoilt with freedom and i need it a lot. i just move to my own house this year and my dad's back and finally we can stay together, i still wanna enjoy this longer. i can't imagine how to live with new family members, i don't think i can adapt to a new life easily.

i'm an outgoing person, i can't always stay at home and even i do i need my personal space... i'm not obedient and i enjoy night activities... i don't hope people commenting and questioning my lifestyle...

so in a nutshell, the longer to move the better.

Avoiding is not the way but this is what we only can do in some situations...

viski chocolato

2010-06-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

how long i've not tasted this?? the last time i went Langkawi about 5 years ago?? i guess so...

you make my day, whisky chocolate.

am pampered with different types of chocolate these days... what a great comfort to me...

i hope i can eat a whisky chocolate in this rainy day. must be extraordinarily warm...

maybe i should try, eating dark chocolate while drinking whisky, d taste should be the same huh...?

crazy chocolate cum whisky addict.

Restoring...

2010-06-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

Am sick since last weekend... exhausted mentally and physically.

Suddenly become so demotivated... the never ending story of workload... tiring...

I miss my holidays... miss my holidays...

五月 . 天

2010-06-06T21:53:00.009+08:00

五月天的演唱会，真得很棒。。。

6.6.2010

五月天的演唱会，有我天天在哼的歌，有我想见的人，有我最初的梦和感动。。。

我以为我可以很平静，但却惊觉...

突然好想你.

May の天
6.6.2010

Out of the blue...

2010-05-15T00:14:00.005+08:00

Out of the blue, i have to face this kind of situation in my career...

It's not an easy career to build and there are so many tasks to handle and new things to learn in the new industry. I'm pretty confident that i'm capable to cope with all this and i'm satisfied with my performance so far as i think i have been doing well within the defined scope. I don't know if im naive or stupid to become an easy-going person until someone keeps bullyig me. I used to be closed to him and we treated each other nicely. But when time goes by, i started to realise that he can be so unreasonble most of the time and becomes controlling and demanding. He could question anything and always doubtful about us not treating him sincerely and expects us to follow every single wish of him. Of course i'm not an obedient person and thus i started to keep distance from him. And unfortunately, this triggers the fight and retaliation... He started to create all kind of trouble to me until i can't take it... i've been mentally harassed and i'm so demotivated... and finally i make it a big issue. i'm sorry but i have to do so... this is a workplace and this is my career, i can't let him retaliates against me because of personal issue. why i have to be dominated by you while you are not even my superior? why i have to be bullied by you while i'm in this profession? why i can't have my own choice while i'm an independant adult?

Out of the blue, i have to raise this shit...

i hope this is an ending and i wish this is really an ending.

Hi...

2010-03-31T13:54:00.004+08:00

Hi pretty, how are you?

couldn't visit you this year and thus sending my regards here...
Miss your smiling face, hope you are fine out there and having a good new life...
Love you.

31/12/09

2009-12-31T13:51:00.006+08:00

I...

Came to a new world and left, i remember all your faces...
Wanna recall all of you and your faces appear on my mind...
Remember all your kindness and I appreciate it...
Wanted to share and you gave me your words and smile...
Tried to be brave and I did but I failed after that...
Couldn't be with you but I will bless you in the deepest of my heart...
Went through the extreme adventure and I felt the strength on myself...
Kept waiting and waiting and finally I've lost my patience...
Kept guessing and i change my mind - don't think too much and move on...
Remember the laugther, joy and even sorrow that i have been through with all...
Tried to stop saying "shit" but i failed...
Am called "ma'am" and I will be called for so many years...
See your innocent faces and i miss my old student life...
Try to change and look for security instead of excitement...
Travelled overseas three times this year and i have to stop for saving more money...
Tried to be a good daughter but i still lose my temper easily...
Start to believe in fate...
Indulge myself more in the beginning and less at the end...
Watched the night KLCC for the first time, a moment I've been waiting for so long...
Feel the love of you all, especially from the preparation of today's party...
Was definately on an emotional roller coaster in 2009...

When you have new friends, new people, new house, new job, new life, you will miss your old friends, old people, old house, old job, old life which have all become part of your life...
by 31/12/09...

Shitty post

2009-11-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

Finally, i have time to blog... it has been how many months? more than 2 months omg... busy like hell for more than 2 months... finally finally... i can take a breath now!!!

But it seems there're a lot of stuffs waiting for me: packing books & clothes, buying new car, cleaning new house, preparing exam questions, marking assignment, etc... omg...... why things never end? it has been a long process for moving house, from washing, painting, and furnishing... i really lose my weight this time...

recall the trip last weekend, it's completely horrible... we drove from KL to Banting to Morib to Tanjung Sepat to PD to Malacca and finally back to KL again within TWO days! it's so tiring and boring! and and we failed to take nice pictures and find the nice food, the only satisfying moment was the teow chew's dinner in Malacca, that's all... Haizzzzzzz......

Thanks my student for the tasty chocolate from chocolate lounge, i was really surprised :) I hope i will get more chocolate in future :D

this is really a shitty post, all shit in one piece :p
anyway i'm satisfied...

Performance

2009-09-15T23:44:00.004+08:00

it has been the third week in college. surprisingly, we have to join the singing performance in the upcoming cultural night... the practice was fun but it consumes a lot of time in doing rehearsal. anyway, it will be another unforgettable experience for me i guess...

it reminds me the simulation course we've gone through during mba... one of our team performance was to imitate the famous singers at that time. so i did an extremely heavy makeup with the darkest eyeshadow. guess who did i imitate? my idol Avril Lavigne... shit right haha... anyhow, it was a crazy but funny night. i miss everyone's performance... the ah gua show, the Beyonce's singing, the news reporting, etc.

I thought that would be my last performance in my adulthood... but luckily it was not. and i hope to have more :p

life is just once, let's try whatever is good for you and enrich your memory of life ;)

得不到的永远是最好得的

2009-09-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

如果你喜欢上一个对你没有感觉的人，你唯有学习放下，学习遗忘。因为爱情不能勉强。然而，你还是会对他念念不忘。就因为从来没有开始过，你对他并不太了解，所以有很大的想象空间。他做的任何事你都会给于多一分的欣赏，你会把他完美化。对你而言他就总是那么的不错... 就算你知道自己想太多，你知道和他是不可能的，但你还是忍不住又想起他。

为什么？

因为得不到的永远是最好得的。

Stress vs Relaxation

2009-09-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

"Stress is you are who you think you should be.
Relaxation is you are who you are."

Last Day vs First Day

2009-09-02T14:35:00.007+08:00

Last Day

It was finally my last day but i didn’t have a good mood since morning. I feel like there’s a heavy bone in my heart and I know i can’t suppress my tears if something trigger it… It’s a weird feeling you can’t really smile or laugh happily when you’re going farewell lunch or dinner with colleagues in your last day. The feeling is like eating "最后一餐"together… I felt like wanna escape everyone and ask them don’t do anything for me. Coz these all will make me harder to let go. I’ve started to isolate myself since I’ve resigned and I thought this will lessen the harsh feeling and I will be not so sad when I really leave the company. But I’m too innocent…
I suppress my tears all day long until my best fren colleague walking in to the cave and passing a bag with something to me… then I writing gdbye email to all which make me recall all my life in the company and found that I so miss the moment with different people here… And I just let myself cried like shit…
The moment is too similar to the last day I was in UOB last year… I cried like shit at my seat also while receiving their gift and writing the final email… lame…
I’ve ended another chapter in my life and opening a new one. I know i'm gonna miss my colleagues here very much...

First Day

It's my first day in a new company, a new industry... same routine, introduced by someone to anyone and sitting... nothing much to work on but sit in few classes to get to know more about the students and culture here. Some students look so professional with the formal attire... sometimes may get confused if they're students or colleagues...
it's hard to "adapt" working life without msn... i just realized that i've been soooo used to it... i guess this is the toughest job for me!!
am surprised with the flexibility and freedom given, not so rigid as i think... my lady boss (yes it's lady boss again) is not the diffficult type (as i heard) haha... people here are very friendly and helpful also. Anyway, i still miss my ex-colleagues, can't wait to see them again...

It's quite a fast transition from last day to first day... no rest in between, no time to rearrange my mind, no chance for me to think too much. is it good or bad? i don't know, just go through it ;)

Stepping into new industry again

2009-08-26T01:00:00.009+08:00

I'm stepping out advertising line after this week... it has been one year and three months with this industry which surprised me with totally different nature and culture compared to my previous job in banking line. The main differences i can draw here:

Banking vs Advertising:
systematic vs flexible
operation vs creativity
offline vs online
physically vs virtually
social network and media is prohibited vs social network and media is indispensable
high pay good benefit vs low pay poor benefit
increment based on years of experience vs increment based on performance
less politics/gossips vs more politics/gossips
urgent and can not exceed deadline vs urgent but yet can be delayed

I really enjoy the flexibility and online "facilities" in advertising line... but what i hope to get more is physical human connection rather than everyone living in a virtual world; verbal communication rather than msn, twitter, fb when physical setting is available... sometimes you will get lost when you speak to different person with similar tone and manner in msn and it's like everyone you talking to in the virtual world is all the same! what a terrible feeling right?? hope to get a balance in the new job...

and hoping this time it will be an easier one for me to adapt with having something in between banking and advertising...

几米的男女生

2009-07-29T16:44:00.004+08:00

刚才整理了几年没有删除过的e-mail inbox, 发现了这封五年前收过的e-mail...
和大家在这里分享一下几米的作品... 好怀念...

夕阳无限好

2009-07-27T22:10:00.008+08:00

today is Eason's birthday, after 4 days of YanZi's... it's almost the end of July... i just realize time passes by so fast... it's more than half a year now, of 2009...

i think it will be good to share this meaningful song by Eason Chan today, let's appreciate everything in life since nothing's constant...

Kill the virus

2009-07-23T17:31:00.004+08:00

after a late night clubbing full with alcohol and an outing in the next day full with durian, my body finally defeated by virus... i thought it will be okay after taking some pills, but sadly, my body has been getting weaker and the cold is getting worse.

this is the cost to pay while it's not worth it. it's just a moment of excitement for clubbing session and a bit of satisfaction for durian session. and what's following is a week of feeling sick :( anyway, it's a good chance to rest well. slept for almost whole day and now feeling better. prepare my mind to do some reading for news that i've missed in past few days on newspaper. what first grabb my attention is again, the Teoh Ben Hock's case. A former journalist and now being the political secretaty to Selangor Executive councillor, Seri Kembangan assemblyman Ean Yong Hian Wah, Teoh finally died in Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC) Shah Alam, a division which aims at eliminating all forms of corruption, abuse of power and malpractice.

What makes his death more painfully tragic is that Teoh’s fiancee is pregnant and the couple was scheduled to register their marriage the next day. Can't control my tears when i read about the funeral oration by Teoh's fiancee to him, and the picture his mother cried when she looked at her son's dead body for the last time... I can't imagine the sorrow his fiancee felt. and his family members who have to accept the death of Teoh in such an unexpected way...

It will be another tragedy for the Malaysian system of law and justice if this case still ends up with cover-ups. The rotten Malaysian system seems a serious virus in our country, it's time to kill it. Hope the country's system won't be evolved til one's life becomes so cheap that throwing a person out of the window is as easy as throwing a piece of paper out of the window. Hope all the virus in our country will be killed, as well as those in my body...

Planned trip

2009-07-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

hari ni tak siuman, nak tulis dlm bahasa :p
ku ni mmg yong sui lah, dah lama tunggu tu Bali trip nex month, dah gelisah dengan H1N1, sekarang tu Jakarta dibom jugak, adui... tambahan pula government Australia advises australian jgn gi indonesia dulu, takut ada bom lagi di tempat lain macam Bali, Yogyakarta, dan lain2... alamak... dah bayar tiket airasia & hotel. tiket airasia tu murah lah, tapi hotel tu dah bayar RM600, nak give up ke?? sakit hati lah... kita tak sanggup cancel lah, dah lama tunggu... jgn bom kita tolong... -.-""" God bless us...!!

Kuantan's Beaches

2009-07-20T12:05:00.011+08:00

Have you ever been to the beaches in Kuantan? This is the first time I'm in Kuantan... and am aiming at all its nice beaches. Let's spot the difference of some of the beaches here ;p

1. Teluk Cempedak
A crowed and happening beach, but i don't think it's a nice one :p

the focus here is not the small tower but the leng chai :p of coz not the uncle but the middle one!!

2. Cherating beach
The scenery here is much better ;)

3. Teluk Mak Nik, Kemaman
This beach is just 5 minutes drive from Cherating beach. A lot of them do fishing here...

And that's all the beaches we're able to go within 2 days.

Opps, almost forget to introduce the damn delicious food in Chukai... It's a small town in Terengganu, which just took us 15 minutes drive from Teluk Mak Nik to reach the town. Since Chukai is famous with its seafood, especially the baked crap, we pick an old restaurant which is also called"马来西亚"(Malaysia) to have our dinner. And what I can recommend to you are as following:

chillies prawn

baked crab

Believe me, you will love them!! ;)

Night's fallen again, time to say goodbye to this place, final shot:

bye~ i'm sure i will be back again for the food but not the beaches :P

年轻无极限, 加油!

2009-07-16T19:02:00.004+08:00

最近常常很容易感到失落, 发觉身边的人与事物都可能只是个过境...
无奈不舍又如何... 原地踏步很纳闷...
所以又在听这首歌, 激发自己一番...

你呢? 生活都如意吗? 如果也正好需要鼓励, 不妨听听燕姿这首歌吧...

Reflection - true or false?

2009-07-15T10:42:00.008+08:00

Which is the true reflection?

无奈...

2009-07-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

有些期待总会变成失望
有些时光只能在此回望

有些情感可以一次被掏光
有些不舍只能等待被淡忘

有些声音往往只能凭空想像
有些感觉永远只能放在心上

Condolence for Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T12:14:00.003+08:00

Heard from the radio this morning when i was on my way to office - our pop music legend, Michael Jackson, was reported collapsed at his residence in Los Angeles, California. He's suffering cardiac arrest, fell into a coma and died shortly after being rushed to UCLA Medical Center.

He's only at his 50......

...condolence for him...

Listened to many of his songs during my secondary school time. Was crazy for his dancing and the way he performed on stage... He's a talented performer.

song which best touched my heart - Heal the world...
A meaningful song which i'm sure we all remember...
A song for us, for our world, for him, and for everyone...

Heal the World - Michael Jackson
(Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better world for our children and our children's children. So that they know it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better place.)

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.

And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.

There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.

If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

A short trip - Macau + Zhuhai #2

2009-06-19T22:56:00.014+08:00

It's the third day and now we're at Macau... heading to Ole London Hotel （英京酒店）which we booked through Asiatravel. The hotel is renovated recently and thus it looks new and clean inside the building. Moreover, they allowed four of us to share a room :) the price is about RM200 per room, considered a budget accommodation in Macau.

Morning...

Night view...

The standard room with two single beds. nice interior design of the room...

The location of the hotel is quite strategic as it's near to the main tourist attractions like The Senado Square (喷水池）and the Ruins of St.Paul's (大三巴)... just a 10 minutes walk and we reached here...

The Senado Square (喷水池）

utilised the innocent camerawoman as background haha...

long long street...

crowd everywhere...

recommended food - pork burger (you will see quite a lot of similar shops when u walk through the street in this square)

it's quite big...

and thick...

and further, reached the Ruins of St.Paul's (大三巴)... my second time here, i miss u... :D

View from the top of Ruins of St.Paul's

is this mean peaceful? :p

winners of the day :D

the next street...

After taking photo, tasting nice burger, and buying souvenirs as well as some local food, we reached the Venetian Macau in the evening... it's freaking magnificent!!

when night falls, we're outside the building...

It really look like an imperial palace... a relaxed and romantic place...
For guys, if you wanted to propose to your girlfriend, this must be the ideal place!! I'm sure your girlfriend will say yes in this kind of romantic setting... trust me haha :p

And finally... this is the Macau tower which I've visited in my last trip here... can try the world's highest bungy jump here. Dare u? :p

Done with the fun + short trip... waiting my next trip to Bali :D

p/s: when i get back from Macau, my colleague told me that i've missed the famous show in Wynn Resort called "Tree of life"!! if you are going to Macau soon, don't miss it out like us... damn stupid :( nevermind, i'll definitely come again :p

A short trip - Macau + Zhuhai #1

2009-06-10T01:50:00.005+08:00

Been to Macau again last two weeks with my 姐妹 gang and this time was better, no need to take the ferry that made me puke like hell as last time... And why we wanna choose Zhuhai? it's famous as a playground for visitors who come for very colorful nightlife and widely available 'female companionship' at mainland prices (don't let your boyfriend goes without u :P ), but what it attracts us is the fact that the clothes here are damn cheap!! and we can shop til puke haha... So we spent our first and second days in Zhuhai while third and fourth days in Macau. What a good plan...

Anyway, we're damn stupid coz we almost missed the flight. The boarding time was 7.50am but we reached the gate around 8.10am... we saw no one at the gate and thinking if the flight has departed... out of the blue, a person shouted loudly "MISS CHOONG...?".. Oh! it's my friend's name!! the person told us the gate was closed but he helped us to inform the others to open it again for us to board... luckily... we're really blurred sigh... As a gentle reminder, please enter the gate at the boarding time :P

The flight to Macau was about four hours, damn long man... In line with the Influenza A ,we had to fill in a Health Declaration form and of course, we wore mask. After arrived Macau, we directly headed to Zhuhai. It took less than half an hour to reach Zhuhai from Macau. And finally, we're here...!

We stayed in this hotel called Hotel Jumbo (华骏酒店). Good service, spacious room and allow four of us to stay in a standard room. Highly recommended :)

What are the main tourist attractions in Zhuhai?
Here you go...

1. Fisher Girl statue (珠海渔女), the symbol of Zhuhai

风大雨大还要继续前进, 好猛kakaka...

2. Lovers' Road (情侣路)- 珠海渔女前面那条路...

3. MeiXi Torii (梅溪牌坊)
the entrance:

the building of MeiXi Torii:

Exhibition building and room of torii:

Chinese plaque article:

Chen Fang's former residence (陈芳故居):

Zhuhai notable waxwork hall:

scary...

so real...

The brilliant calligrapher who can make a poem based on our name:

Other old building and tree:

it's really not easy to take photo in a rainy day...right hand with camera, left hand with umbrella, so busy and tired -.-""

4. Gongbei's underground shopping mall & night market (拱北地下广场+夜市)

5. The New Yuan Ming Palace (圓明新園)
This is the latest must-see hot spot, a park features a partial reconstruction of the Old Summer Palace in Beijing... but...but... it's raining since the morning of the second day, we could not visit the palace :( reali shit...

Anyway, to console ourselves, we did again an extensive shopping... yeah, it's shopping!!

Food corner:
some nice food spotted in Zhuhai:

Yam Roll （芋头卷）

Pumpkin slice cake 金瓜瓣

since it's raining and there's no restaurant nearby, we bought this for our lunch in the second day:

Pork maggie... yummy!!

but.... we had our delicious lunch in...in...in a store!! 惨到...

更惨, 椅子都不够坐...哈哈

周杰伦代言的薯片！ Jay Chow's potato chips! should be nice but we didn't buy it... because很梁(liong) haha...

That's all for two and a half days in Zhuhai...

To be continue...with Macau :D

speechless...

2009-06-03T19:38:00.004+08:00

it's blurred out there...
feel speechless...
i know it's time...
it's time to come out from the blur...

Angels and Demons . 一线之差

2009-05-21T02:24:00.008+08:00

一线之差, 是 Angels and Demons 这部戏带给我的启示...

我们心里头都住着一个angel和一个demon，每天在互相较劲...

angel: 饱了，就别再吃了...
demon: 吃吧，管它的，吃得是福！

angel: 失败了就算了吧，别太在意，放开它吧...
demon: 失败证明自己没用，为什么你总是那么差劲？!

angel: 他态度冷漠，可能他心情不好，不要紧啦...
demon: 他那么串，不要再理他了！！

angel: 得不到的就不要再想了，再想还是不会有结果的...
demon: 可以令自己好过一点, 想又何防? 多想一下当作安慰自己吧...

angel: 运动可以减肥，又令自己的身体健康，今天一定要去做运动！
demon: 累就别去吧，少运动一天也没什么大不了，回家休息不是更好吗？

angel: 老板偏心，可能是你做得不够好, 继续努力吧!
demon: 太不公平了，别这么傻，辞职吧！！

angel: 一定要坚持信念，达成自己的梦想...
demon: 好天真哦, 哪有那么容易成功...

angel: 主动一点, 别总是等待别人的主动...
demon: 你那么主动, 别人以为你不要脸...

angel: 千万不要贪心, 知足常乐...
demon: 人不为己,天诛地灭...

一念之间,我们可以是angel，也可以变成demon...

当天使和恶魔在自己内心深处穿行的时候，我想最好的解决方法就是时常保持一刻“平常心”...

凡事以“平常心”去看待, 我们就不会那么执着,事情自然不会变得太极端...

即使Demons曾经在我们的内心深处出现过, 希望到最后我们的思想和行动还是朝着Angels那一方出发...

大家一起加油吧! :)

The Cave...restaurant

2009-05-21T01:00:00.008+08:00

If you are finding a restaurant for a relaxing dining or memorable dating/gathering, this could be an ideal place for you - The Cafe (located in SS2 Petaling Jaya)

I've been there for the first time about two weeks ago. I was attracted by the theme of the restaurant "cave" when I first saw it last year. Finally, I've a chance to dine in the restaurant and experienced how distinctive is it compared to the others.

The outlook of the restaurant

The entrance

Going up to the dining area

Up again

On the first floor...heading to our dining "cave"

We can cover our own "cave" without being disturbed

Guess what's this? haha, a speaker in each of the dining slot so that we can listen to music being played.

yeah i wanna emphasize that they played oldies music which help creating a relaxed and romantic atmosphere :)

i highly recommend this to you - Duo Chicken (grilled chicken with mashed potatoes at the bottom and six pieces of sushi)

After finish eating, it's time to "visit" the toilet...

cool...

I dislike working in a "cave" but i'm surprised that i like this dining cave :P

Monkeys...

2009-05-19T17:19:00.006+08:00

They eat like this:

yummy...

mom...i want it...

They hide like this:

where is the enemy?

They can sit like this:

ermm, the teacher is not here yet...

is it time to breastfeed?

They even can hang like this:

i'm hot and sexy, am I?
(btw, i'm not sure if this's a male or female :p )

人生并非虚耗

2009-05-15T00:17:00.004+08:00

留住温度.速度.温柔和愤怒
凝住今日怎样.好
捉紧生命浓度.坦白流露感情和态度
停下时光.静止衰老

登高峯一秒得奖一秒再破纪录的一秒
港湾晚灯山顶破晓摘下怀念记住美妙
升职那刻新婚那朝成为父母的一秒
要拍照的事可不少

其实.人生并非虚耗

~ 沙龙.陈奕迅

Kuala Selangor + Sekinjang

2009-05-04T16:42:00.004+08:00

Joined a one-day trip organized by my primary school last two weeks. Met a lot of old friends and teachers. In a bus with a tour guide called "Ah Xian" (copycat :p), an extremely interesting and talented person, he could sing, act, talk all day long, walao... If he was born in Taiwan, he could be one of the famous show host haha.

We had our breakfast - dry "bak gut teh" in a restaurant located in Bandar Puchong Utama.

The restaurant called "Yap Chuan"

Its famous dry "bak gut teh" is really nice...

Heading to Bukit Malawati (皇家山) located in Kuala Selangor after that. It's about 45 to 60 minutes drive away from Kuala Lumpur. The place which is also known as Bukit Selangor is well known in the history of Selangor.

The fortress on this hill was built in late 18th Century to defend Selangor from the attack of the enemies. The high ground provided a vantage point of view to monitor the ships that passed by the Straits of Malacca.

There're trams that run up the hill from the foothill for a fee of RM2.00 per adult.

But if you are fit and prefer walking, a walk up the hill will take about 15-20 minutes only.

And this's what we saw when we reached the top:

A light house which is still in use today to guide ships that sail along the Straits Of Malacca.

Several cannons...

Guess where's these cannons facing?

of course, it's the Straits of Malacca...

Monkeys all over there....

this is just one of the trees... there're damn a lot of them!!!

They will just follow if you have your food, and grab it! damn it!

The baby monkey hang on to the mother for protection

View taken from the top of the fortress

Some other shots i took there:

After one and half hours walking in Bukit Malawati, we continue our journey to one of the fish village in Sekinjang. It's famous with its fresh fish balls, but i forgot the name of this village already :(

i felt that the village looks similar to Pulau Ketam...

nice anot? :)

Fresh fish balls selling here...Mi Mi Fish ball

two type: with vege and normal

View from Mi Mi fish ball stall

And next, we reached the paddy field of Sekinjang which i always wanted to go!
i really like this!! If i have had become a singer, i must record my MTV here wahahahaha...

borderless paddy field

but u guess what? my camera had no battery at this "critical" moment!! so shit!! and no choice, have to use my cellphone to continue take photos...

faded colour, but still okay la ho...

my MTV's model haha...

shadow...

nice view around...

And... it's dinner time. this round we ate the famous "hak yi gei" (乞丐鸡), begger's chicken in Kuala Selangor.

This is one of the flavours - herbs. Quite nice...

And our final destination was the biggest attraction in Kuala Selangor -> Firefly Park in Bukit Belimbing!!

The entrance... and the entrance fee = RM12 per pax.

We're not allowed to use camera with flash to take pictures during the boat trip as this will disturb the habitat of the fireflies. The boat trip took about ten minutes, it's just a short ride. Along the shores of the river, it's very dark. The boat has an electric motor, so it doesn't make a sound. and we must also keep quite so that we won't disturb the fireflies. The river lurches through the jungle and see the fireflies at the river banks. It looks like a Christmas tree with flashing lights. it's so nice!!!

The theory behind why fireflies are flashing is because they want to attract mates with their synchronised flashing green light. But this happens only when night falls, around 7.30pm. once they have found their mates, the flashing would stop, usually by 11pm. thus, don't get in too late, the park closes at 10.30pm.

after the trip, i just realized fireflies have a short lifespan of about 2-3 months. what a pity... anyway, it's really a nice place to visit... in the dark on the river, with the fireflies in the trees, so romantic! Advice couples to come here and have a romantic date haha...

演唱会...

2009-05-04T01:26:00.003+08:00

刚才电视上播着Leehom在大马的演唱会，好像很好看咯...

自从Celine Dion的演唱会之后，很久都没去看演唱会了。虽然之前很有冲动很想去看Eason, Hintz 和Leehom，但最后还是放弃了。因为再酱看下去，我会看到破产...

想一想，在我看过这么多的现场演唱中，这是我对我喜爱的歌手的评价：

现场好听过CD:
王菲， Celine Dion，Hintz，林俊杰

现场和CD一样好听：
Eason，陶吉吉，光亮，容祖儿，Jolin，曹格，哈林，周华健

现场差过CD一点点：
JayChow，Leehom，YanZi，Sammi，泳儿，陈慧琳，S.H.E.

现场差过CD很多：
卫兰 (可能是她当天感冒了)，吴克群

现场差到爆：
F4（年少无知买票去看帅哥演唱会，走音连连，连对嘴都对不好，浪费钱！！）

奉劝喜欢认真听歌和欣赏歌艺的朋友们，即使偶像派在CD录音时听起来还可以，都千万不要选择看他们的演唱会，因为奇迹是不会出现的，反而自己会被吓到... 好可怜，给了钱还要被吓，所以啊，千万要理智！！

I must do it...

2009-05-04T00:20:00.017+08:00

once decided, just do it!

all the best to me, i must go ahead!

丢吧!

有水准的驻唱歌手　：）

2009-04-22T02:28:00.007+08:00

第一次到SS2的"吹吹水"喝茶, 发现那边的驻唱歌手的水准非常不错，有两男两女，其中的那一男一女简直就可以参加 Malaysian Idol，好听到...！推荐大家去听听啦。

那男的声音很像古巨基，又有点像郑中基，但声音比较阔和浑厚，唱主音和音都很"掂"，真假音转换也不错，只是有一两首歌转得有点勉强（可能是太夜的关系啦haha)．．．最欣赏他唱Jay的"彩虹"，虽然不像周杰伦，但很好听．．．而那女的声音比较像Ah Mei，但没那么沙哑，高低音都唱得很稳，她也没什么转假音，因为她可以唱得很高音，她的key好阔叻，实在是太欣赏她了．．．

其它两位也不错，只是没那么"劲" :p

没钱去看演唱会，来这里听听歌曲也是个不错的选择...

Trip to Betong...Malaysia-Thailand border #2

2009-04-19T19:23:00.007+08:00

...continue after one month long :P

yeah about the trip for the last day... we went to the Guan Yin Temple in Betong town.

The entrance...

Another part of the temple...

I was so surprised to see such a big Guan Yin temple here as i thought we only could find Buddhist temple...

and here is the biggest Buddhist temple in Betong:

Front view

Side view

There's a huge Buddha statue in front of the temple, it's really huge!

Guess what the Buddha statue's facing?

The nice view in front... haha :)

Parting...

2009-04-14T11:12:00.004+08:00

adui, so bad, yesterday i just published my post of the above title, don't know why it disappeared already, shit.

anyway, Jess finally moved out from the cave today... happy that she's released from "freeze" and has a new start... while boring cave becomes lagi boring, haiz...

last week, another closed colleague left, again. there're too many people left the company recently... and now my closed partner also separated with me... really dislike the feeling of parting from friends continuously, hope it won't happen so frequently again...please...

Watching people come and go, come and go is a complicated feeling. Makes me sad but reminds me to appreciate everything & everyone i'm having now. People appear and disappear in our life, what we only can do is live happily when we're together, and hope this will become the sweetest memory for ourselves in future...

it's so easy to speak, but too difficult to accept when parting happens. anyway i'll try to accept, if i can't make it, i won't force myself. i'll rather leave the place when opportune moment has arrived.

Farewell for Fay :)

2009-04-08T15:56:00.009+08:00

Having our farewell dinner with Fay at Daorae Korean BBQ in Bandar Puteri Puchong's branch last weekend. The restaurant is bigger than the Hartamas main branch, but the ambience is not much different.

Same old order to have meats and hot pot.

Before:

After:

Same quality with its main branch... same old sweet nice meats :)

But there're more variety of "ban cai" here:

Whilst the hot pot was still spicy, its taste was not as good as the first time i tried before :(

This is always my favorite here: Korean "nian gao", it's so sweet but i like it! yummy...

Same old sister gang... v r really "growing" :P but v r still together :D

Best food best friends and best environment, what a memorable nite...

Fay is moving tomorrow...

v'll gonna miss u always while i'm sure we will meet again very soon...

Hope you'd have a happier life there :)

Forgetful...

2009-04-07T18:07:00.007+08:00

am helping a colleague doing translation from Eng to BM today, realize that my BM level has dropped dramatically!! shit...

it's terrible to realize this... you no longer could recall the words you were once so familiar with, such as believe = percaya, hold = pegang, etc... i totally forgot already!! so bad... i'm sure my students will laugh at me if they know this, especially those who are in Form 5 currently and still keep in touch with me. what a shame!!

Am i only forgetful? or it's just a normal case when we get older? the same happen to my old days... the memory of my old days has become blurred, and i'm so afraid one day i will forget every happy moment i've gone through so far... suddenly, i feel the importance of taking picture of all our happy moment... at least i still can recall my memory by looking at the picture some day. at least i know i have been to a place and met some nice people and tried some nice food or have done something before....

i can let go the bad times but i hope the memory of the happy moment will keep refreshing in my mind. yeah, please...

悠闲生活, 你要吗?

2009-04-07T12:24:00.004+08:00

有谁不想过着悠闲的生活? 但当一个已经把忙碌当成习惯的人, 突然悠闲下来, 真的会浑身不自在...

就好像我现在在公司里一样, 超闲啊!!! 这几个星期都很空闲, 没什么"难做"的任务, 而且有时还闲到不知道应该做什么... 真的很不习惯... (自己真的很犯贱 - -")

最近都很早回家, 回到家也是在浪费时间, 看戏吃饭上网睡觉, 好颓废…

有时真的很怕早回家, 因为家里的美味食物实在太诱人了, 我每次都忍不住放纵自己大吃一顿, 好内疚…

或者放工直接和朋友出去喝茶,每次都告诉自己只喝水,但最后又忍不住order小食, 实在太不坚定了!!

为什么我的意志总是那么薄弱... 太差了... 需要反省!! 快!! 不然天天去运动也没用了,因为做了运动又吃, 太不像话了!!! 哎哟...

真希望恢复以前读书那段忙着做assignment的日子, 即充实, 又吃得少, 身材苗条之余, 脸色又美, 妈的... 好怀念哦...

算了啦, 做人应该向前看!(其实是没有办法,kakakaka)
悠闲的生活我可以"偶尔"接受, 但希望充实的日子很快会降临...

我不想原地踏步, 我想学更多新的事物, 磨练自己, 不让剩余的一点点青春留白...

天天快乐

2009-03-31T23:37:00.005+08:00

今天,是我大堂妹的生忌... 数一数, 已超过十年了, 那段一起玩乐的日子好像真的很远了...

突然间发现自己真的很大了(还有点老), 但我还是觉得自己长不大, 我还是那么三八无聊爱搞笑, 我觉得无论多久以后, 我还是会酱, 怎么办? 以后做人家长辈都是这副徳行的话, 不是很怪吗... 不过我真的不想改变, 因为酱我才快乐... 就像当年和堂妹讲的那样, 我们真够酸,很爽叻!! 哈哈...

和每年一样, 我希望她在另一个国度里一样天天都快乐...

一起成长的回忆, 永远在我心里, 不会消失......